Blog 3: I Miss You

Dear September:
 Last night I had a dream about going back to our Junior middle schoool, the middle school attached to Jilin University. In the dream, I was on my way to school in my father's car as if I were several years ago. I was very happy because I could see you and all our friends. But when I arrived, the school was actually empty. At that moment I suddenly had a feeling of extreme empty. The emotion was so strong that I couldn't help crying. Later on I was woke up by my tears. It was at that time that I realized I haven't seen you for three months and I miss you so much.
 Everything has been so well since I came Singapore. I met a lot of new people. We shared a lot of very happy moments but I still cannot make sure whether they are friends. If they are my real friends, then why I still feel really lonely sometimes? Late nights when I surfed the Internet，I saw many pictures of our school. I miss the small restaurants around, the playground, even the toilet where we used to practice singing. I still remember that time when we were performing a song of Coco Li, we sang it hand in hand from beginning to the end.Hey do you know a line of the song Fearless performed by Taylor Swift?--"You took my hand and drag my headfirst fearless."You gave me the courage to sing the song in front of so many people.
 To me, friends are not only mean to share happy moments together, but also means supporting as well as caring for each other no matter what happens.
 We both had a special preference for crying.Do you remember we were lying on the playground missing Ms Li, our Chinese teacher who was replaced for being pregnant, with tears all over our face. Some of our classmates was quite confused seeing us crying so hard at that time. I guess no one else could have more sensitive soul than us and maybe that's why we always feeling safe being together.We are so similar to each other.
 Just now I was reading our common dairy books for our 3rd Grade in junior middle school. All our tiny feelings for those days were kept in these books. And I found a sentence I like a lot now--"If someone could help forget your past, then he must be your future."
 Once you said to me that when we are old enough to live alone, we must buy a house next to each other. Our husbands will become good friends; if our children are of the different sex, they will fall in love and get married one day. The day when we are too old to die, our graves will be put closely next to each other.All the people will see that we are the best friends.
 Now we are both working really hard to build our economic base. We are sure to enjoy a life like that one day~!
 Finally, wish you a really good night and I miss you.





                                                                  Yours sincerely,
                                                                          Dashaxu.