My hometown is located in the northern part of
This concert is called “Music Matters” with
“Singtel” as the sponsor. Two hours before the concert started when we got
there, that square had already been filled with people. Those fans were
shouting. It seems that they were all in really high spirit. At first, I felt
too shy to show my excitement, but gradually, influenced by the environment
around I no more pretended to be calm. We clapped our hands, waved our armed
with the rhythm. It was the singers’ happy face made me realize that these
actions are really meaningful to those singers. In the past, I watched some
interviews of BigBang. In that interview, they shared their true feelings
before performing concerts. They said that instead of being afraid or stressed out,
surprisingly, the feeling is a mixture of gratitude and excitement. The feeling
is so strong that it will drive them cry and change them to another passionate person.
And that night I think really felt this kind of feeling. Some pieces sounded
really different from the CD versions and sometimes I was so moved that I couldn’t
help burst into tears. I don’t know why I can be such a fragile person in front
of music. Although I may not understand what the original meaning the singer is
delivering, I nearly had my own feeling about every piece. Sometimes, I think
neither the lyric nor the melody is important because if it is really a good
song it would be easy to guess the meaning from the atmosphere it creates. Maybe
that is reason I like the band BigBang so much. I don’t understand Korean or
Japanese and almost all of their songs appears to be really happy. But after searching
the lyrics, those songs drove me cry actually have really sad stories behind. Music
is really magic for me. I still remember in one song called “Play” of Khalil
Fong he said that no matter where you are from, another country or another
universe, music will always be the right way to get to know each other.
Through
this live performance, I talked to a lot of people and happened to find a
person who has a music taste really similar to me. It is always really exciting
to meet new friends. Besides, while shouting and jumping, I felt as if I have a
real myself. All of us are living under a mask. We need to find a situation to
let out our true feeling. And now I feel so lucky to have such a way to find
myself.